The everythingness
Of stars forming empties me –
Nothing left to feel.
Music, sleepless nights,
Shared meals, politics, kisses …
The question must wait.
Desire to protect
And to hold her fragile heart
Means more than you know.
Very comforting
To know that you understand —
You went there yourself.
Unwanted friend returns;
Heat prickles between the blades –
Fear fills her body.
Sharp words, painful prick
Hissing from previous good —
I am deflated.
It must have been hard
Saying it was suicide,
That he hanged himself.
Sharp word: suicide.
You hanged yourself to escape
Your demons, sweet friend.